19 Apr 2017
We miss you ...
3 6 W E E K S
One week...the day that we last saw our little angel alive and wriggling around. He had been breech for weeks and all of a sudden he was head down - we were so overjoyed that this meant that we could follow our hopes of a normal birth.
If I knew then that this would be the last time I would see him alive, would I have done anything differently? Would I have lingered a while longer, asking them to play his heartbeat one more time? Would I have taken more photographs? Would I have recorded a video of him moving around and hiding his face? Most definitely.
But then again, I was blissfully, naively happy, and I wouldn’t change having had the opportunity to have that experience. My pregnancy with banaynay was wonderful, and as that was the only time I had with him, I am so glad that I was able to enjoy every moment.
Mom and dad